control

Is control such a bad thing to have?

Think about it. As much as I would love to say that its a good thing to have, it can also go the other way. If anything, it should be a balance. If you really look at it, not knowing something isn't the end of the world. Sometimes you have to go with the flow and throw caution to the wind. Not knowing what to expect can be exciting, thrilling, exhilarating in fact. When was the last time you felt genuinely surprised? Your heart beats so fast cause it wasn't expecting it. Then the feeling of relief when it wasn't anything horrid. I've come to the realization that sometimes you need to slow down, take a deep breath, and just let things go. The more you plan and control, the less control you actually have. Keep your emotions in check and at the end of the day, make sure that you're okay. Wake up in the morning and go about your business like you always do, no expectations.

Once you start to expect something, things just go wrong.