When do you know that you're over it? As much as I'm trying to go with it, I feel like i should just give up on that whole situation. I wish i could say that it doesn't effect me anymore and that's when you know, but I feel this....void. No matter what I do, I still feel it. I don't feel hungry anymore, all I want to do is crawl into my bed and stay there. Maybe its not him, maybe its everything in general. Not being in Mississauga is - well going to be different. Everything is changing, and don't get me wrong, I LOVE change but this one I don't think I'm prepared for.
Maybe it was him telling me that he's planning to move next year - 'anywhere but Canada' were his words exactly. No attachment right? Feelings and emotions are too complicated. I don't want them anymore.
ps. i apologize when things stop making sense - I don't really realize it when im typing and it may seem like i have no clue what im talking about, and most of the time, thats what it is....sorry
xox
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